Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? Well that’s how I feel right now…I feel like I’m facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile…..

Feeling blue....

Not feeling good at all..

Its a bad morning..

I may not be able to express it...

"Feeling Blue, Feeling Blue, Feeling Blue

My Heartbeat Can’t be True
My Heartbeat Can’t be True

जाने क्या चाहे मन बावरा,

जाने क्या चाहे मन बावरा..

अखियाँ मेरे सावन चला, 

अँखियाँ मेरे सावन चला ...

Feeling Blue, Feeling Blue, Feeling Blue
My Heartbeat Can’t be True
My Heartbeat Can’t be True"

I MISS YOU...

I read a poem long time back

a husband leaving her wife for the first time..

Wife cries and cries.. hubby asks why you crying dear..

wife says.. I fear you, care about you..

husband says if you care about me than think good of me as

its your near and dear ones words that hit you....

the poem was read for exams..

but today when you are not around it helps me not to shred a tear for you..

but pray GOD that everything is for you..

when I get up in the morning and not find you around..

I just say GOD wherever he is, keep him safe and sound..

I dont enjoy the cup of tea, that used to freshens my day..

things around seems so blue..

as there is no joy without you...

My day ends looking for you..

every breath of mine misses you..

but the poem that I read sometime in school..

keeps me positive that this too has something good for you...

but I Miss You :(

Happy Diwali :)

Diwali the festival of lights.
Yesterday standing in my balcony, I just looked around..
the view was really awesome...
lights all round, the start of festive week..

Even the thought of this fills my mind with happiness and excitement.. :)