but she has been a part of my life since really long....
for the first time when i heard her it was a 'Hello'... a cheerful voice...'helllloooo'
I liked her.....
I chose to make her a part of my life..
chosen to take decisions personifying her,
been at her place seldom times, not doing justice to myself...
but always felt that its justified...
life changed... life moved...
I kept her knowing more n more...
I felt i am helping her... anyways...to let her life go right....
we never met...
than 1 day she called up...
telling me she knows me as well...
everything about me...
I heard the dirtiest words in my life...
I can feel the hatred in her heart..
I kept on telling her... but she knew me soo well!!!!
all those words I can never forget....
they runs through my mind on n off...
my soul asks me am I soo bad.. worthy of those words?????
I wanna meet you... see you and ask you....
do u really mean all that...
I still turns pages trying to know how she is doing?
is she well....
sometimes forgets myself, but never forget to turn her pages...
today I cant say 'i know her soo well'
but whenever we will meet, i will always have the same questions for u...
Did I ??
